Can anyone live in a lie forever? What if the lie is a white lie? I'm sure it's easy. Everyone lies. How to you make a lie turn out to be so truthful? You insist and persist. Even if the weather is so hot, you insist that it's cooling. Even if the soup you ate is so spicy, insist that it isn't and continue eating. 

By doing so, on the surface you're nonchalant, but inside, you're hurting. But no one needs to know the inside. No one truly knows what's going on inside, unless you stop insisting and persisting. 

But at the end of it all, it's so painful to live such a life. Because no matter how insistent or persistent you are, your heart can never lie. True isn't it? I don't know what to do. Maybe just a phase.