Everybody has new year's resolutions this year, but I decided not to make one as I know for sure damn well that I won't stick to resolutions. Today, I woke up being thankful. Thankful that I have a wonderful hus and most important of all, a healthy baby girl. I don't need her to be academic smart, acing her way through life or always being at the top. Now that I'm a mother, I really stay true to the phrase of - health is wealth.

Anyway, new year brings about a new job to my hus. Stepping into a sales role isn't easy. But I have confidence that he can do it. He just need that confidence level up a little. :) 

While I was counting down at TCSS with my friends and hus friends, I suddenly thought of cy. Maybe it's because I was at dinner and saw 3 young punks his age talking about uni life, soccer and gf's. As I sat next to their table, I thought about how Cy can or will be like that if he survived. It pains a mother to arrange a funeral for her son. I know I'm being mad but as I was feedin Leia, I prayed in all my heart that she won't be like him. Please don't misunderstand, I'm not mocking him. It's the pain that I got to go through. A pain that no mothers want to go through. As she was sleeping in my arms, I said a silent prayer telling her please please don't be like that. I will go crazy if she dies. So imagine how my mil is feeling now. One word - unbearable. A feeling that you'll rather be dead than alive. 

Anyway, on happier things: my last pic for 2013! It wasn't taken with my hus nor with the 9 happening pple at TCSS, it's with the pretty Sheela! 

And I'm posting up a solo picture of me and Leia:

My little lady has no hair!!! HAHAHAHA!!! But happy new year's to you my precious! Mummy's love to you is unconditional. Really. Mummy tried imagining the pain if you are not here ad mummy teared because 12months ago, mummy sort of made the decision of letting you go. But now, you're my everything. :)