Lots of weddings I have to miss - James', Melissa's and I think one more. Not going to mil's house warming. But they understand. I'll prolly talk about the operation some time later but definitely not now. Nothing much to say. More like losing blood, got transferred to KKH, op was done there and now I have 4 wound scars, cause they cut up 4 keyholes.
I didn't realize I can miss Leia so much. When she came to see me, even if my parents were against her sitting next to me because she sure wants me to carry and she ALWAYS hit my tummy area. I was THAT stubborn and said its fine. I smelt her sweaty hair, let her watch cartoons on my TV and yea, things were manageable. But one thing I didn't realize is I don't do this at home and it scares me to a point of time that I might be taking her for granted. Which is wrong.
Today, I should be resting since my dressings can only be removed on Sunday, but I went down and looked at her being dressed for school, sat with her and even asked her if you missed mummy and can you give mummy a hug, which she did but half heartedly because she was eyeing the piece of bread in her hands. Haha!! Greedy as usual.
I missed being a FT mummy actually. It's weird, but I do. It's extremely tiring to look after your little one. But I sort of missed it. I can't carry her now because the doc did say not to carry things above 5kg for 1month, but I still insist that she can sit on my lap. Little things matters actually.
And now, I'm being the stubborn me. Trying to watch 我的少女时代 with my husband. I've not driven for a long long time, but I will only do it if my body allows me to. Don't wanna risk others as well.
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