I can't sleep! The thought of giving birth next week is starting to freak me out. I've actually asked V "what if I don't love her? Like I'm gonna regret giving birth to Little Lady" but V said that she can totally understand where I'm coming from seeing that like me, she opted for abortion as well just that her Mil stopped it as they are against it.

Unfortunately for her, she's only living for her son now. So maybe I'm more fortunate in a sense where at least I have a hus who is in sync with me. Who can understand where I'm coming from, and if he doesn't, he'll make known to me his stand. But okay, enough about lovey-dovey shit. And I'm sure you guys are so darn sick and tired of pregnancy/baby stuff. So here's a pic of the vain me again. 

I kinda miss times when I can go out and partay, drink till I'm dead drunk (not missing the hangover part though), and do other girly things. But now, I'm facing more serious issues like responsibility! I believe that God has a plan for all of us, maybe he wants me to take up responsibility like anyone else! And yes, I really do hope I won't fail him. 

Please teach me how to be a good mummy! I just want Leia to turn out the EXACT opposite of me. That's all I ask for.